Online Crazzies

So Im trying to register for my fall classes and all I keep coming up with is "wrong password". Since I transferred from VC to UHV, Ive had to learn all new passwords,user ids, and names. While I remember by user id I cant seem to remember my password. So like anyone would do I requested a new password to be sent to my email. But its sending it to my college email , which of course I need a password to enter. And what do you know, I have no clue what to do..Augh..Its so frustrating..Of course this always happens to me when the business has already closed for the day. So it seems like Im going to have to be a patient girl and wait till tomorrow..Hope I can...lol..hopefully the college personal will be able to help..

A Living Hell

Today was EXTREMELY hot..I believe we topped out at 106 degrees. Which in my opinion, this has been the hottest summer. Every day this week was 100degrees of hotter. And not only was the heat bad, but I had to go to the doctor. :( It seems like I might be going under the
knife soon..Well, maybe a lazer..lol..The doctor thinks that we probably need to remove my gallbladder. And that is whats causing me to be sick all the time.. I dunno. We are going to do an unltrasound this week and find out. So pray its nothing too seriouse.

Clear Past, Clouded Future

I stare into the past and my heart starts to ache.
I get a clear picture of the way things used to be.
I see how happy I once was and it makes me sad to see
how far I've fallen from being that girl.
Where did I go wrong?
And why am I no longer the carefree girl I once was?
How did I go from being on top of the world,
to feelinglike I no longer belong?
As I gaze into familiar memories,
I come across loved ones that are no longer there,
but still remain anache in my heart.
Oh what I would give to make this ache go away.
But it won't.
Because deep down it knows that the ache is just a broken heart
still full of love.
Love for someone who no longer cares,
Love for the way things once were,
and Love for those willing to make this ache go away.
Because maybe one this ache disappears,
I will go back to being that happy girl.
But until then I will continue on watching a clear past
and gazing into a clouded future.

Here We Go

Well I've always wanted to start a blog, but never knew where to go. Then I stumbled across this website and decided to give it a shot. So much better then posting stories and poems on myspace or facebook. So bare with me as I learn to navigate my way around this site. :)